hye pweeps …………
urgh so is this like my first post for the holidays? hahahaha well im sorry tumblr for abandoning you!
life’s been better for me now. i dont really need you anymore. you found another girl too and i hope shes perfectly fine for you. :)
ive been going for trainings lately. its definitely a good decision right? haha. match is in a few days time, ITS FREAKING LESS THAN A WEEK. i seriously have to get down to it. no more fooling around.
holidays havent been good fo me. :( im so cooped up with both trainings and work and i cant seem to juggle both LOL because i tend to get so lazy to wake up in the morning for training and when i go for it i get so complacent and the reluctancy to go for work will always kick in 3hrs before i have to punch in for work. tsk! whuat a nuisance.
AH YES. MY FACE IS ALL RUINED :( annoying acnes and pimples all over. i cant seem to get rid of it! since when did my face start having sensitivity?! it mdfk irritating larhhhhh =’( i can easily just get rid of pimples within 3 days in the past but now it takes MONTHS.i seriously need a solution to this. mom! youre not helping me >:(
so its 2.30am in the morning and im tumblring. fckyeah and twittering and facebooking all the KINGS at 2.30am. ridiculous. i should be in bed but i keep pondering about unnecessary stuffs. stupid fool. haha. im literally listening to If I Were A Boy at this hour and my sis is soundly asleep on the bed while im typing out this post aimlessly. so..yeah..
in my point of view, i do agree that girls indeed have a higher maturity level of thinking. CERTAIN, yes just certain. I wouldnt want to say that i think like a 20 year old women. no. probably just 18. haha. ive got to admit, i dont really like being confronted. what i mean by that is that someone who thinks theyve got wider knowledge, tryna put me down and disciple me like one helluva smartass person. nah ah. and this goes out to boys. seriously? especially boys that thinks like probably 2 years younger acting like a fucker who thinks hes so vulnerable. cmon dude ive been there done that. if youre trying we girls down with your words and actions, im afraid you have to try harder. girls generally grow up and grow stronger each time we face weakness. seriously. and once we’re tired of facing shit- we just dont feel like talking to you anymore. even if you apologized numerous times. whatever you do will always linger in us.
so, where was i? yeah If I Were A Boy
if only i was one. LOL WHAT A THOUGHT. but come to think of it, if i were a boy, would you want to be my girl?
i wouldnt mind going out of the house in the middle of the night to get you food when youre hungry or when youre lonely or when you cant sleep, i’ll probably just accompany you watch the tv set till youre sleepy.
i would probably surprise you breakfast with a rose and ring your doorbell just when you wake up in the morning.
i would take you out every weekend- not those kind of movie outings every week. WHOAAA THATS SO BORING SERIOUSLY. i mean those outings filled with activities. i’ll make sure she like the sport that shes afraid of and make that as her hobby so that we can go..uhm..probably surf or swim or scuba diving at least once a month.
i’ll make sure you’ll never fall sick. even if you have to, i’d get you medicines so that you’ll have a speedy recovery and you wont feel miserable.
i’ll ensure she eats her daily meal so that she will never be hungry. ahhaahah
and i’ll listen to her craps as long as shes happy
i’d fetch her from home to anywhere so that she feels secure and she wont feel bored.
wtf why am i posting all this im A GIRL NOT A BOY i’ll never be a butch. NEVER.
hehehehe its almost 3 now. my phone’s so quiet. =( nahh issokay im good!
GOODNIGHT PEOPLE! xx